Goodness Barbara. I feel so badly for you. My daughter was giving me a hard time about
all the drugs & lab rat thing for a while. Then, during the past few months when my SOB started, she worried and I said don't worry Baby, I'm going to take every test and all the meds until my docs figure this out. Yeah, it was a bit of psychology I threw in there, but after years of therapy I've learned a little and I'm entitled
I don't know how long it will keep her calm, but it's been working a while now. Unfortunately it sounds like Nikita has seen far too much of what you've been through, plus she was exposed to it at a much younger age than Tory.
On the other hand, Tory's father is also disabled, paralyzed from the waist down. He's in the hospital currently, but for the past year he has lived with her. She is now in therapy and it's helping so much! As always I'll keep you in my prayers. I completely understand your end of life position. I love you Sweetie. Donna