I had a biopsy in my face and it came back positive for lupus. I'm 35 with 2 teenagers 14 & 15. So I really don't have much energy to keep up. My husband is Bipolar I and can't handle the verbal abuse from him. It's hard enough to handle my health problems. I also had to have a serious surgery nov 2011 doctors had to remove my colon it wouldn't function. I have major depression from it. I also don't know how to handle everything on my own anymore. My husband told me he was fired again at his job at the railroad for 6 months because of an 18 wheeler accident, he was a passenger inside the train. Anyways, everyday he tells me I'm lazy, worthless I should be at the grocery store working everyday and have at least two jobs. I have to get up in the middle of the night because my pouch will come off. I have severe sleep insomnia,add,and was told by my doctor I shouldn't work right now. My husband wants me to purchase him a new car and he is so lazy he won't even try to make him a drink or food. The day I came home after 4 weeks in the hospital after colon was removed I had to cook his dinner. He's pathetic. I wish my life was not like this in anyway. I have had 10 surgeries and 2 stoma repairs since the colon removed, 2 hernia surgeries, fluid around organs, liver operated on and foot bunion surgery. Sorry for going on, but I had no help during any of this. He moved me 1,000 miles from Texas where I'm from to verbally abuse me and my kids. So having lupus,fibromyalsia,add/ADHD/ low thyroid, permanent ielostomy, rosacea, insomnia, cf and more is depressing. If anyone has any advice please help.