Oh So Weary - Ready to Quit

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Barbara Lee
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   Posted 2/7/2015 12:33 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi all:

First to all the new members welcome to the Lupus forum. I'm sorry that I've not come on and posted on your threads, but I have read them. I hate it when I read on here that more and more folks are getting hit with the stupid disease. I know how hard it is to cope with everything that happens with it

I'm sorry that I've been away and not keeping everyone up to date. I'm just so blasted weary now, coping with Lupus is bad enough, then when you add on other disease and such well......... The RA, Fibro and Lupus are all flaring up in this cold weather here. Of course, they are so much alike it's hard to say which one is bad.

i believe I mentioned that I've now started having issues with Lupus Profundus and the Dr started me on Dapsone for it. This is a medication to treat Leprosy and it has some nasty side effects. My Dermatologist wanted to give me something different than what my Military Doctors wanted me to take. My Dermatologist is a civilian Dr and I'm trying so hard to get all of them working together for my own good.

I'm finding the biggest problem with the new medication is that it breaks down a persons red blood cells. Well, with my leukemia I don't make enough red blood cell as it is. I require blood transfusions frequently and now with this medication destroying the ones I have my Oncologist said don't be surprised if I require weekly blood transfusions.

For years now, I've been turning blue/purple when moving around and such. Well, with the Dapsone, I'm always blue or purple. Strangers even stop and ask me if I need assistance, even though I'm using my oxygen 24/7 I'm requiring more and more of the stuff. I've returned to pulmonary rehab and my O2 stats are very low when I'm walking on the treadmill. I drop down to around 80-85%, my therapist has to pump up my oxygen to 5 liters. When I'm just sitting around or resting I'm at 90% most of the time.

Still having major issues with my left foot, the plan is to take me back to surgery in March. That's, IF, the anesthesiologist will be willing to let me go to the OR. If I'm cleared for surgery, the surgeon will open up the heel of my foot and dig out whatever, he used to anchor my tendon to the bottom of my heel. He will also shave the heel bone so that I don't feel like I'm walking on the bone itself. It's so strange to see, exactly where he put the probe and attached the tendon, the skin and tissue just peels away and it's dips down into the tissue. I then end up with this huge sore on my foot and it never heals. I've been told straight up, if we can't fix my heel of that foot, my surgeon will have to amputate my foot and part of my leg to just below my knee.

I'm having issues with pericarditis again and the cardiologist talked with my Rheumy. My cardiologist can hear the rub when listening to my heart, so I'm collecting fluid around my heart again. So, I'm now up to 35mgs of Prednisone daily and I feel so shaky inside, sleep whats that stuff. I know that Lynnwood put in an update for me. I tripped on the carpet in our hallway and hit my had on the wooden door frame. We were certain in was broken, it was so swollen and purple. Well, I didn't break it and I'm now able to use the hand to type now. However, sometime yesterday, or maybe while doing PT on Tuesday, I broke my ribs on my left side.

Yep, here I go again with the broken ribs. I had a total of 15 fractures last year and really didn't do a darn thing to fracture them. I didn't notice the pain on my left side until yesterday afternoon, we were getting ready to go pick up my daughter at the Philadelphia airport. She just spent the last 30 days in Hawaii doing a Study Abroad for college. Let me tell you it was a LONG drive in the car for 2 1/2 hours. The wind was terrible and I hurt so badly. Plus, to top off everything else the Dermatologist informed me I have a wart in the ear and I may require radiation in my ear to get rid of it. You, remember all the radiation I did on my hands to get rid of my warts. This is scary for me cause won't the radiation go into my brain? Need to see the ENT first then I'll let you know on that one.

I'm not sure whats really going on in there, but these ribs hurt a WHOLE lot more than the fractures from last year. I'd say on the pain scale I'm like a 9 out of 10 right now. Hubby informed me a bit ago that if I look and am moving as badly as I do now, in the morning, we will be going to the ER. I can barely move I hurt so bad, and when I move it pops inside of me and I can feel it. Have to admit I feel a bit sick when it moves, I'm not sure if I should buy a bunch of ace wraps and have hubby wrap my chest up or not. It feels like the ribs that are broken/fractured are at the bottom down near my waist.

I'm still seeing my therapist weekly, I'm trying to stay focused on the good things in life, but I'm WEARY. I've been so sick for so long now. My 50th birthday is this month and I used to wish and pray that I wouldn't live to that age. I know I should be thankful for all that I have and I KNOW there are folks who are WORSE off than me. I just can't continue to fight anymore, I've been sick since I was 17. I've been on steroids for 14 years straight I've NEVER taken anything less than 10 mgs a day and that was only a couple of times. I'm normally on 15-20 mgs daily and when I flare it goes up to however much I need. The most I've had was 4 years ago at 100 mgs daily for 2 months.

When I found out that the possible treatments I've taken to treat this stupid disease, or the disease itself, has caused me to get LGL Leukemia and it's not curable, I thought GREAT, WHY the heck me?? I know that 2 years ago I was told that most LGL leukemia patients live 5-8 years some to 10. That most of us do not DIE from our leukemia, but infections. I've had several close calls over the past few years. Am I wrong to want my leukemia to take me out and soon? All I do is go to the Dr or Medical Center. I have ZERO quality of life anymore. I feel so unattractive, a huge burden on my family and I'm just so, so tired of all of this.

I have to say that my PCM, whom she was assigned to me out of Medical School, is now leaving. We've been together 8 years, I've watched her go through 2 pregnancies and she's been such a good Doctor to me. She's upset about having to leave me and I'm so upset about her leaving. I'm considering stopping all my medications and just let things take it's course. My hubby has suggested, as has his sister, who is a Doctor, that I take a "drug" holiday. I wonder what would happen if I stopped all medications. I mean according to my Oncologist, IF, he's correct I've only got 2 to 4 more years to live come this April. Maybe 6 some would say if I'm lucky, not sure how to consider that lucky as I'm going to get sicker, so he says.

I'm sorry for the long post and the vent. I don't mean to scare or bring down the NEW folks. Not everyone gets really sick with their lupus. I truly believe that since my Doctors waited 13 years to start to help me, it was just to much for my poor body to take. My daughter will be 22 this month and she'll graduate from college in May. I think she's learned all she's gonna learn from me and with time she's no longer "need" me around. My hubby would NEVER say that he'd be happy I was gone. Heck, our 30th wedding anniversary is this June. However, he wouldn't have this huge burden anymore to take care of. He could start to travel again and not worry that I might die during the night. Like he said " I'm not dying on his watch", once I'm gone he won't have to worry about that.

I'm going to stop now, I've written a novel and I just needed to get this off my chest. I know that each and everyone of you understand what I'm feeling, you all GET IT. My family doesn't, and when I'm brutally honest with them, they can't handle it and get really upset. I don't want to upset them, I love them more than anything. I just want my pain and suffering to stop and I want them to be free of the burden of me. If you pray, please pray for some relief from the broken ribs for me. If you don't pray then positive healing thoughts and energy would be greatly appreciated. I'll let you know either by me posting or a phone call to Lynnwood tomorrow to give an update.

Have a good night, hope your weekend is pain free, feeling well, and just enjoy it. Thank you so, so, so, much for listening and reading this.

Hugs,
Barbara
DX- RA, Lupus, Fibro, LGL Leukemia, Obstructive & Central Sleep Apnea, Pulmonary Hypertension, Bells Palsy, Gastroparsis, Blood Clots, Glaucoma, Chronic Pericarditis & Pleurisy, Severe Anemia. Way to many medications to list.

Mokheedo
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Date Joined Feb 2015
Total Posts : 1
   Posted 2/7/2015 7:02 AM (GMT -6)   
I am new here but not new to lupus. I understand exactly. I find myself wishing and hoping for the end every day. There's nothing more the docs can do for me so I just get to cry all night from the pain. It'll be gone one day soon I hope!
Thoughts and prayers for you!
Long time Lupee, major depressive disorder, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, osteoporosis, DYSAUTONOMIA, cerebral ataxia, blindness, PAIN, PAIN & more PAIN.
(((Hugs))) to all!

Chartreux
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   Posted 2/7/2015 1:26 PM (GMT -6)   
Barbara, I was thinking of you and hoping for a reply you've been such a good friend. I'm so sorry for everything your going through and especially with those few family members that just don't understand as that sometimes just is too much.
You do need to try to hold it togethe for your daughter's University Gaduation as that is something more special than a high school graduation. You just need to look forward to this so you can have my guardian angel to help get you to your daughters graduation...I'd even give you a ride if I could, but we are planning a Michigan reception with Jasmines Grandparents so she can see them and that they can see pictures of her dress...
It's been hard healthwise for me since Christmas, Ra doc two weeks ago though I had pneumonia and heard me wheeze with and without the stethoscope, saw a pulmonary doctor this past week and he did not like how I wasn't getting all the air out...so if I wasn't a mess myself right now I'd probably add in more words of encouragement for you, we both do have things to look forward to, try to hang in there, but I also understand your wanting to let go, it has nt been easy for you and I do understand that part, wish I had a magic wand to make you better. Do what you need to for you as it has been a rough time, but like you told David keep posting and I'll read it...
You have my many prayers...
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couchtater
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Date Joined Jul 2009
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   Posted 2/7/2015 9:08 PM (GMT -6)   
Sorry, you feel so low.I read how bad things are for you and think you're just three years older than me and are suffering so much. I hope you feel better sooner and can find some peace in your life.
Hang in there, love.
Joy
Lupus, RA, Fibromyalgia, Glaucoma, Asthma, Hypothyriodism, Sleep Apnea, Depression, Allergies, and benign familia tremors

When life throws you lemons....
Pick them up and throw them right back at them! :))

DianeB
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   Posted 2/8/2015 11:46 PM (GMT -6)   
Barbara
& all you'll

darn . So darn sorry.

Prayers & positive thoughts.

Hugs
Herniated cervical discs & other disc / spine issues, Arthritis, spurs
Injuries &/or pain to/in shoulders, elbows, wrists, knees, legs, ankles
Fibro / myofascial pain, neuralgia, neuritis

Lynnwood
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   Posted 2/9/2015 8:43 AM (GMT -6)   
Barb is seeing the rheumy this morning -- she is having severe pain the lower left stomach.

Let's all hope this passes quickly!
Lynnwood, Lupus & Sjogren's Moderator, Dx: 2002
DIAGNOSING LUPUS & HW's LUPUS 101
"Life is far too important to be taken seriously." - Oscar Wilde

Chartreux
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   Posted 2/9/2015 10:41 AM (GMT -6)   
Thank you Lynnwood for the update.
Many Prayers for you Barbara...
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UserANONYMOUS
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   Posted 2/9/2015 12:50 PM (GMT -6)   
Barb, I'm sooo sorry... *Hugs*

I am glad you are move your hand now. I hope the weekly visits with your therapist helps you.

Sending prayers, and thinking of you.
Hang in there!

UA
Moderator - Bipolar

Depression, Borderline Personality Disorder.
Chronic Pain - Cervical Kyphosis, Cervical Spondylosis, Thoracic Scoliosis.

DianeB
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   Posted 2/9/2015 8:46 PM (GMT -6)   
Thnx for update Lynnwood
Herniated cervical discs & other disc / spine issues, Arthritis, spurs
Injuries &/or pain to/in shoulders, elbows, wrists, knees, legs, ankles
Fibro / myofascial pain, neuralgia, neuritis

lupeemefogot
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   Posted 2/10/2015 9:47 AM (GMT -6)   
Post from new member moved over to her own thread. www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=29&m=3325158&p=1

Post Edited By Moderator (Lynnwood) : 2/10/2015 1:51:12 PM (GMT-7)


Chartreux
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   Posted 2/13/2015 5:26 PM (GMT -6)   
Continued Prayers...
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DianeB
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   Posted 2/14/2015 10:52 PM (GMT -6)   
Thinking about you.. hope you are feeling better hon
Herniated cervical discs & other disc / spine issues, Arthritis, spurs
Injuries &/or pain to/in shoulders, elbows, wrists, knees, legs, ankles
Fibro / myofascial pain, neuralgia, neuritis

Lynnwood
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   Posted 2/15/2015 11:09 AM (GMT -6)   
Barb is still doing poorly.

This week, Wed I think it was, she was leaving the house - going down the 3 front steps. Her legs gave out and she fell into the bushes by the front door and said it took her about 5 minutes to get up.

Barb is also frustrated and doesn't feel like her Drs are listening to her anymore.

I will try to update more this week as I hear more.
Lynnwood, Lupus & Sjogren's Moderator, Dx: 2002
DIAGNOSING LUPUS & HW's LUPUS 101
"Life is far too important to be taken seriously." - Oscar Wilde

couchtater
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Date Joined Jul 2009
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   Posted 2/15/2015 9:43 PM (GMT -6)   
Poor woman....
she needs something good to happen to her.

Thanks for the update, Lynnwood.
Joy
Lupus, RA, Fibromyalgia, Glaucoma, Asthma, Hypothyriodism, Sleep Apnea, Depression, Allergies, and benign familia tremors

When life throws you lemons....
Pick them up and throw them right back at them! :))

Purgatory
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   Posted 2/16/2015 12:53 AM (GMT -6)   
Barb,

Just now found this latest update on you. Heartbreaking to read, especially coming from a dear and caring person like yourself. You have never deserved any of this prolonged and intense suffering.

Thanks recently for popping into my world on the PC side and leaving a kindly word. I know how much it takes out of you physically to even make the effort, and I deeply appreciate it.

Still waiting for more scans and more tests, hoping the targeted sites (lower left cheek bone area, and above my right eye socket, aren't evidence of the prostate cancer spreading, or the 4th recurrence of the dreaded porocarcinoma I fought in the past, or even possibly new cancer types). All I can do is hope, and face whatever lies ahead for me.

The rest of my story, like yours, never changes. The endless high level of pain migrating around my body - different places on different days, lack of proper sleep, the severe fatigue all the time, etc. You know the routine.

I still care about you and admire your courageous battle in life, you are doing well, and you continue to hold your head up as high as you can. I understand some months ago, you go a new kitty cat friend, hope that is helping you.

I will be checking back more frequently, hoping for that miracle with you, and praying that we still keep our joint pact, about "never giving up". I know on your end, you are trying the best you can.

Gentle hugs,

David
Age: 61, 56 at PC dx, PSA 16.3
3rd Biopsy: 9/8 7 of 7 Positive, 40-90%, 4+3
open RP: 11/8, Catheter in 63 days
Path Rpt: 3+4, pT2c, 42g, 20% tumor, 1 pos margin
Incontinence & ED: None
Surgery Failed, recurrence within 9 months
Salvage Radiation 10/9-11/9, SRT failed within 9 months, PSA: Too High
Spent total of 1 ½ years on 21 catheters, Ileal Conduit Surgery 9/10,
7 other PC-related surgeries

aimsgirl16
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   Posted 2/16/2015 1:18 PM (GMT -6)   
Barb, you know I am always praying for you! I am praying your doctors can get your diseases under control and manage properly. I am praying you can live a "normal life" and enjoy watching your daughter thrive where she is in this part of her life! I wish I could donate my blood to you as they think people who get blood with the disease I have Will make the reset BN's hemoglobin start going to high as well! I wonder if we put my blood in a person with your leukemia how it would respond? Would it even things out to a normal hemoglobin? Just some things I have been thinking about, Love you so much and will always be praying! I know I am not here often but I still keep you in my mind every day.
Amy
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DianeB
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   Posted 2/17/2015 12:09 AM (GMT -6)   
Thnx for update Lynnwood..

Barbara
So sorry about your tumble hon ! Hope you can stay in awhile.. and that you did not injure yourself badly.. keeping you in my thoughts & prayers.

I am scared to poke my head out .. literally. weatherman just said Wednesday will be the best day this week to venture out so I'm gonna plan to do errands that day.
Herniated cervical discs & other disc / spine issues, Arthritis, spurs
Injuries &/or pain to/in shoulders, elbows, wrists, knees, legs, ankles
Fibro / myofascial pain, neuralgia, neuritis

UserANONYMOUS
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   Posted 2/18/2015 7:24 AM (GMT -6)   
Thanks for the update Lynn.

Barbs, Sorry about the fall. Please hang in there. Prayers and thoughts for you.

UA
Moderator - Bipolar

Depression, Borderline Personality Disorder.
Chronic Pain - Cervical Kyphosis, Cervical Spondylosis, Thoracic Scoliosis.

acquiesce
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   Posted 2/18/2015 9:18 AM (GMT -6)   
Thinking of you Barbara and sending warm hugs across the miles!!

Chartreux
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   Posted 2/19/2015 4:30 PM (GMT -6)   
Continued prayers...
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Barbara Lee
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   Posted 2/19/2015 11:19 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi everyone I'm sorry but I'm not quite up to addressing everyone by name tonight. I just wanted to give an update on how I'm doing. Which is NOT GOOD. Today I saw my Doctor and she confirmed that my 6th rib on the left in the back is fractured. Since last Thursday the 12th my legs have been numb and I'm having extreme pain when attempting to walk.

According to my Dr I'm having a severe case of sciatica and once my MRI is done on Monday the 23rd she will be able to determine if I need to see Neurology or a Neurosurgeon. She also told me that my chest x-ray shows that I have pulmonary edema and I have a new condition called Broncomalacia. This was brought to her attention by the radiologist who contacted her and said that pulmonary needed to see me. Normally, this condition happens in children and not adults. It can happen in adults though, usually from a few things that happen.

I've had a very large blood clot in my SVC, which may be the cause of this new condition. However, there are some illnesses that can cause it too. My Dr said it may explain why I'm now staying purple in the cheeks most of the time. Why I'm requiring more oxygen and why on oxygen saturation levels are so low. I'll be contacting my pulmonary Dr in the morning. When I looked up the condition one way it's treated is with CPAP. Well I use a VPAP already, then the next would a tracheotomy, then a implant would be the last resort. This condition is were the bronchial tubes are weak. Mine are collapsing when I exhale. Not sure what will happen with this.

My foot has a very large open wound in it at the moment. I can not rest my heel on the floor at all. My surgery date is March 24th to remove the anchor that's holding my new tendon down. My surgeon also said that if I have extra bone on the heel he will shave off the bone and will also move my fat pad (that's cushions your heel) back into place if he can. Due to my blood thinners I'll be admitted 4 days prior to surgery to be placed on a heparin drip.

My Dr. who I've love and will miss terribly will see me for the last time in March. When she saw me today, she started to cry and hugged me. Told me that she hated to leave me in the care of someone else, especially now that I'm having some issues. Of course, I started crying and told her to stop that, we'd do that next month. I'm devastated that she's leaving and I know being prior Military that this happens but I'm afraid IF she can get back to this military hospital I won't still be alive. She's gone for 2 years, with my leukemia I was told I have 5 to 8 years 10 if I'm lucky and I don't die of an infection before then. Well, it's been over 2 years now, just don't know anymore......

Well, that's the update for now. I need to lay back down will try to update you again in a couple days. Please take care of yourselves and know that I read everyday here I'm just so weak right now, I can barely pull myself up out of my bed to feed my fur baby.

Hugs,
Barbara
DX- RA, Lupus, Fibro, LGL Leukemia, Obstructive & Central Sleep Apnea, Pulmonary Hypertension, Bells Palsy, Gastroparsis, Blood Clots, Glaucoma, Chronic Pericarditis & Pleurisy, Severe Anemia. Way to many medications to list.

couchtater
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Total Posts : 14475
   Posted 2/20/2015 2:42 AM (GMT -6)   
Hang in there, honey. I hate that you're suffering so much. If it's not one thing it's another.
I'm sending healing thoughts for you.
Joy
Lupus, RA, Fibromyalgia, Glaucoma, Asthma, Hypothyriodism, Sleep Apnea, Depression, Allergies, and benign familia tremors

When life throws you lemons....
Pick them up and throw them right back at them! :))

Chartreux
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   Posted 2/20/2015 4:30 AM (GMT -6)   
Continued prayers for you and I sure do wish things were going better for you medically...I hope your fur baby is keeping you warm and cuddling next to you!
Prayers...
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Barbara Lee
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   Posted 2/21/2015 3:14 AM (GMT -6)   
Yesterday was a very difficult day for me. I didn't sleep well that night and as you can see by the time I'm posting now, I'm not sleeping tonight either. It's only 3:12am and I'm wide awake. Anyway, managed to drag myself out of bed at 11:30 Friday morning. I wanted to go to the Post Office and mail Birthday cards for my Daughter, Brother, Sister in law, 2 best friends, massage therapist and 2 nephews. They all have birthdays this coming week.

Of course, I didn't get there. One of my friends lives in Germany, guess her card will be late. I'm afraid my daughters card is going to be late. I have to make sure that I get to the Post Office ASAP in a few hours. My birthday is also this month and I swore I wouldn't live to reach the age of 50. With all the stuff my Dr told me yesterday, I'm not sure I'll make till then.

I had a VERY difficult time breathing today and my hubby hovered like a mother hen today. Plus all evening and still my face looks like it's sunburned big time. My daughter has two jobs at college and is carrying 24 credit hours to finish the year and can't come home for my birthday. She was feeling pretty bad about that tonight we we talked. I told her not to sweat it and that IF she wanted us to come to her (like we've done the past 3 yrs) we will be there with bells on. Her birthday is 4 days before mine, she was my birthday present LOL.

My back pain, foot pain, and chest pain is still pretty bad. I just want my foot fixed and the issue with my back fix ASAP. I can barely stand the numb feeling in my legs and feet. My fur baby has taken to laying on my feet and I can't feel here there at all.

Well, I think I'm going to try to lay down for a bit and sleep. Take care and I hope you are all sound asleep and have a good weekend that's pain free and you feel well. If you're in the cold weather like I am (hugs) I know it's been terrible here. Friday morning it was zero degrees out at 6:30am when I got up to take my medication and feed my fur baby. I crawled back into bed and then didn't get out until 11:30am.

I'm really ready for warmer spring weather. Have a good weekend and stay warm.

Hugs,
Barbara
DX- RA, Lupus, Fibro, LGL Leukemia, Obstructive & Central Sleep Apnea, Pulmonary Hypertension, Bells Palsy, Gastroparsis, Blood Clots, Glaucoma, Chronic Pericarditis & Pleurisy, Severe Anemia. Way to many medications to list.

couchtater
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   Posted 2/21/2015 4:35 PM (GMT -6)   
Hang in there. I wonder if you don't need to go to the ER for some relief.

Healing thoughts are being sent to you.
Joy
Lupus, RA, Fibromyalgia, Glaucoma, Asthma, Hypothyriodism, Sleep Apnea, Depression, Allergies, and benign familia tremors

When life throws you lemons....
Pick them up and throw them right back at them! :))
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