Sounds like you're on stress overload. Hang in there and find a outlet to vent that stress. I use hypnosis to relax and ease my stress. There's a great hypnotherapist on YouTube I love, David Fairweather. He can ease my stress very easily with his calming voice and ocean sounds.
Lupus, RA, Fibromyalgia, Glaucoma, Asthma, Hypothyriodism, Sleep Apnea, Depression, Allergies, and benign familia tremors
When life throws you lemons....
Pick them up and throw them right back at them! :))