Ok, so you have these symptoms. And you are scheduled to see a rheumy for more investigation. So the worst that can happen is they don't find a cause and everything remains the same. The best that can happen is they find the cause and you can be treated! So use those facts to reign in your fear!
Just hang in there till you see the rheumy, when is your appointment?
Lynnwood, Lupus & Sjogren's Moderator, Dx: 2002DIAGNOSING LUPUS & HW's LUPUS 101
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