Posted 8/8/2018 5:39 AM (GMT -6)
Good morning everybody, all the best to you.
I post today as I am unsure how to handle my seemingly new normal.
I am speaking of pain, stiffness and fatigue.
It is not much of a post, not new or interesting but there feels
to be something different to the standard.
I don’t have an answer for why it is happening but I know it is more profound than ever before.
I ache and my muscles are hot and stiff and so sore. They don’t seem to want to perform for me
anymore. Even my lungs are joining in so it is hard to breath.
The fatigue so far is unshakable and the more I ask my body to do anything the worse the fatigue gets.
I have been trying to keep as active as possible as after months of this I can’t imagine resting yet another day is a good idea. Not to mention the monotony.
Plus all that resting and self control to stay put just doesn’t seem to pay off in the end.
I mean how long do I have to rest to get to have a morning to pick up a few groceries or an afternoon
to go to lunch? Work? Well forget that all together.
We have been readying our house for sale and I can’t get anything done.
I am posting this on my iPad, in bed, with one finger and it’s wearing me out!🤨
I don’t understand this at all. I don’t recognize it. My life as I know it is gone.
I have Mixed Connective Tissue Disease. Lupus, Sjogren’s, and some other things.
Delt with them for years.
But not this. Anybody have ant ideas.