I hope to be back here a little more often than of late.
I went to my GP to get the results of my liver function tests and she is sending me for a liver scan. Once that is done I will be seeing the liver specialist so until then I'll just keep my fingers crossed.
I had a fab break away with the family, daughter loved it and the weather was much hotter than I thought it would be, the rest of the country had torrential rain! So, too much sun, and suffering for it still. The rash got infected behind my ears and my whole body was burning but thankfully the new meds I got are working well for this. The only thing I've still got is horrific headaches which I seem to be plagued with lately. I was so unwell with it today I lay on the settee and fell asleep, and I was on my own with my daughter. I feel so guilty and keep thinking what could have happened to her with no one to supervise. Luckily she was just playing when I woke, but I hate this illness and I hate myself for being such a useless mother.
Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do big time.
My grandad (who was diagnosed with lung cancer a few months ago) has been told he has a tumour in his bowel which is getting removed Monday and a possible tumour in his salivary gland. So things aren't looking good for him. My husband found our next door neighbour dead on Monday, he was only 51 and his funeral is on Monday coming, my husbands quite traumatised by this and isn't sleeping well. And to top it all off my brother had a car crash yesterday. Thankfully he's not seriously hurt. His car is wrecked though and he's a taxi driver, so no car, no work. I am hoping this is the end of the bad news because I've honestly had enough.
the long whine. x x
Chillblain Pattern LE, possible SLE, tachycardia, proctal fugax, anismus, slow transit constipation.