I know what you mean, butterflake. Then I get to the doctor and I'm like duh, why am I here again? I have to write things down and prep the night before for appts to make sure I have all my labs and stuff for the doc. You know, I used to get lost finding my desk everyday, everyone joked about it, I was the nerd who was so focused I couldn't see two feet in front of me. I think the realtors need to work. Wouldn't it be great if when the realtor said, you need to fix this and this and this, you could just say, why don't you do it, if you don't like it? LOL. I've had some realtors that would think it a major chore to put an air freshener in an empty home to sell it. But soon it will be over, I sound like you. My brain is bad and right now I'm writing a fiction story about some people sailing through the fog in a canoe and I feel like they represent my thoughts or ideas, slowly emerging through the pea soup. My remedy is not healthy, I'm a coffee achiever, but if it can get me through a day or two where I need to be cognizant. Otherwise, I just put on my bell-bottoms and headband and do my Cheech imitation. People probably think I'm a big burnout, but no, nothing so tawdry or glamourous, just illness. Lately, most of my ideas are up in smoke before I can really get a grasp on them.
--Doctors are men who prescribe medicines of which they know little, to cure diseases of which they know less in human beings of whom they know nothing.--Voltaire (1694-1778)
Ills--Sjogrens-Lupus-like AI Disease, Hashis, Vitiligo, spinal stenosis/fusion with plate, salivary/lymphectomies, Diabetes, NAFLD, COPD, RLS, neuropathy, trigonitis, hystero, diffuse brain atrophy
Meds--Plaquenil, Evoxac, Metformin, Synthroid, HCTZ, Estradiol patch, Prosed, Klonopin, Soma, Ultram, Vicodin, Restasis, Albuterol,steroid injections, Protopic & Triamcinolone Acetonide ointments