Posted 8/31/2007 10:01 AM (GMT -6)

Hi Firebabe, I'm sorry your family is not more understanding. I know it hurts when they don't believe you are worse ignore you. I think most of us have or are continuing to go through the same thing as you. The most recent thing my SIL said was Stop coming to the Lupus site and Pray more! Like Hippi said You can do both. Somtimes I feel like they have their own life and for me to be sick isn't in their plans. Sometimes I feel like I have to be the strong one because they can't handle it. However I'm getting ready to go on vacation and I talked to my mom on the phone the other day. She asked me if I was getting excited about it. I said yes but I'm a little afraid of getting sick before I go. She said Just try to relax and not get to stressed out about it. For my mom to even recognize that much was a real step forward. I really don't have anything to offer as far as how to deal with them. Everyone is different. I hope somone can give you some good advise. All I can say is you are not alone in your frustration. Hang in there.

hugs

carol


God Bless
Carol
Lupus, possible Crest, COPD, Cervical Cancer survivor. Osteoporosis
Prednisone 5mg, Plaquanil 800mg,Evista60mg, Effexor 150mg, HCTZ25/Triamterene37.5mg,Xanax x3
 
Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I
 
 
 

Posted 8/31/2007 12:31 PM (GMT -6)
I printed out the Spoon Theory this morning and read it over breakfast. I really like it. I also took it to work, and one of my biggest supporters there thought that was the coolest idea. I will share this with others when they try to ignore or talk me out of having Lupus. It's funny isn't it. I know one of you mentioned you feel as though you have to be the strong one. I feel that way a lot. I feel like I have to be brave and when the really clueless people are around, I really try to show no pain, so as to not trouble them. When it all comes down to it, I don't feel like I'm the same person anymore. I don't have the strength and energy to do things that my family has depended on me to do for years. I've always been there for them and it hurts that the favor is not being returned.
Posted 8/31/2007 7:38 PM (GMT -6)
Firebabe, that's funny try to talk you out of having Lupus. That sure sounds about right though. Today I had to set my brother straight. He is a minister and thinks I should just pray harder. I said what do you want me to do just stop taking meds ? I said you know KR has cancer he's 13 years old. Are you saying he should just pray and not take chemo? Boy is it frustrating to have to fight to be understood by the people who you are supposed to be able to count on. I hope that your family eventually comes to terms with this and are more supportive.
hugs
carol
God Bless
Carol
Lupus, possible Crest, COPD, Cervical Cancer survivor. Osteoporosis
Prednisone 5mg, Plaquanil 800mg,Evista60mg, Effexor 150mg, HCTZ25/Triamterene37.5mg,Xanax x3
 
Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I
 
 
 

Posted 9/1/2007 3:53 PM (GMT -6)
Hi, Firebabe. I think we can all relate to your having problems trying to get people to understand what you deal with having lupus. Unfortunately, you will find that when people (even family) don't have their own serious health issues that trouble them on a regular basis, they do not seem to understand those who do. Even if you take the time to try to explain it, it just goes in one ear and out the other. If you do have someone in your life who understands, all I can say is cherish that person! You have to be strong for yourself! Nothing is put on you that you cannot bear. I know it seems like those are just words, but you would be truly amazed at just what you can bare when put to it. That is something you will have to work out for yourself and by trying some things you read on here have helped others manage is a great way to start! By sharing here, you can also draw strength from others. Just try not to get frustrated, we have to just take it one day at a time (if the day is too big, take it minute by minute--whatever works!) Just keep on keeping on! Best wishes!
Always looking for the silver lining, Sharen

SLE '06, Sjogren's '06, Traumatic Head Injury '94
Prednisone 10mg and tapering, Caltrate 1200mg, Multi-vitamin, Prevacid 30 mg, Actonel 35mg

Posted 9/2/2007 7:43 AM (GMT -6)
I absolutely agree with Sharen. Sometimes people just don't u/stand no matter how hard u try to explain. My mom thinks it's because I eat wrong and did not get enough nutritions. I just don't bother to explain anymore.
Posted 9/3/2007 7:45 AM (GMT -6)
Hi Firebabe... I totally understand where you are coming from - I'm sure most of us do actually....
Here's one for you - you can have your morning chuckle on this one... 
Both my sister and I have lupus.  My mother doesn't offer any understanding to my struggles but acknowledges and goes on and on about my sister's - now does that make any sense to anyone???   I just can't figure that one out!  My brother told me that one night, he tried to talk to my mom about my health (We were there visiting her about a month ago and I overdid it one day and I couldn't get out of bed the next morning) he said she would  keep changing the subject to my sister!!  It leaves me "scratching my head" so to speak.
 
I say to heck with all the non-believers... lol
Be strong and stay positive :)
 
Sands...
 
Posted 9/4/2007 9:15 PM (GMT -6)
Good for you sand...I guess I can feel your disbelief. I have been dealing with this for WHAT about 3-4 years now. My wife and I are trying very hard to move to a new home and I have been working 70 hrs aweek. My Dad came over to help one saturday to help. I was so tried and worn out and told him....the reply I got....hold on to your hat. "I BLEAM YOUR MOM" How can you bleam mom for my health issues? He thinks that because I didn't play football or any sports that my mom made me weak....HA!!!! At 47 now and 26 years of mariage, 3 children, 2 grandchildren and a great job...I am sorry I think I got off track....The will never know how we feel and I pray when they do we will be there for them with loving arms wide open...
PLAQUENIL, FLEXERIL, CELEBREX - UCTD, BENICAR - HIGH BP, SINGULAIR - ALLERGIES, REQUIP RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME, LEVITRA, AND METROGEL FOR ROSACEA 
Enjoy what you can today and leave the rest for another day.
 
Frank
 

Posted 9/5/2007 9:49 AM (GMT -6)
Oh Frank . . . I do think this is even a bigger issue for men. . . . being understood. How on earth are you working 70 hours a week???? But a great job does help. Always enjoy your posts!!

Blessings!
In His Grip,
AlwaysRosie          "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
Psalms 139
 
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Posted 9/12/2007 6:23 AM (GMT -6)
Boy, can I relate to this post.
My parents and two sisters are supportive, but they just don't get it. They tell me "This is all just your nerves". My family would be there for me if I need them, but when I need to talk, they just hum and haw and are annoyed by me. I've stopped telling them anything. I live alone so it's tough for me on so many occasions. I never ask them to take me to dr's appoint or tests. I go alone. I never ask them to help me with doing errands or housework, I do it alone.
They think I'm some super power-house that can handle this, but truth be told, I'm falling apart.
I'm not sure how much longer I can work full time since I seem to be getting worse.
I also just got tests back showing Lyme activity. And now my GP thinks I may have a bleed in my gut. Overwhelmed to say the least, but again, no one is coming forward to help.
As for my boyfriend, well I think that may be over. He tries but doesn't get it. He has no idea how to support me. When I'm having a rough day, he takes it personally and lashes out. That is added stress I don't need.
Ahhhhhh good times :-(
Posted 9/12/2007 7:08 AM (GMT -6)
Hi Peacesoul . . . sorry you are having such trouble . . . Lyme's too??? That's too much!! I hope that gut issue is dealt with quickly . . . I wonder if it's from meds or from the Lupus??

I'm sorry about your bf . . . sounds like a blessing if he cleared the path for a friend or bf who could encourage you better.

Have you explained how the immune system attacks your healthy cells??? That seems to make sense to people. It also explains the varied symptoms and the pain showing up in odd places.

I hope you'll keep us posted about the gut and the Lyme's activity.

Blessings!
In His Grip!,
AlwaysRosie          "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
Psalms 139
 
Co-Moderator ~ Lupus Forum
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Posted 9/12/2007 8:15 AM (GMT -6)
Hi everyone. I'm sorry that some of you have these issues to deal with your families. On top of feeling sick, it's worse to have to deal with all of that. I have a lot of issues with my parents (but then who doesn't?) but they are very understanding and active when it comes to lupus. I was going through a rough time with them and then I got this flare. They just put everything aside and are now focusing on getting me better. The sad thing is, when I get better, it'll be back to issues again.

What I tend to do when people ask me how I am, I water down what's going on. I'll explain all the science-y parts of lupus in detail, but when it comes to how I'm actually feeling, I'll smile and say that I'm ok when I'm actually not. I don't know, I think a part of it is that I don't want people to feel sorry for me or give me that pity filled look. I really don't like that.

Hope everyone is well...
Diagnosed SLE 2002, Raynaud's and Hives 2004, Lupus Nephritis 2007
cellcept, prednisone, plaquenil, zrytec, cozaar, nexium, furosemide, oscal + d

Posted 9/12/2007 10:05 AM (GMT -6)
Firebabe, this is such a hard issue for all of us, especially since it's hard to have a healthy relationship with people who don't believe us or who don't take the time to understand us. After having been sick for two or three years I don't bring anything up anymore. When I'm asked how I'm feeling I answer honestly and tell them I'm having a great day and feeling better or I'm having a bit of a rough time right now, but things will improve. I'm very conscious of never complaining or of acting as though I'm looking for attention. But I don't make apologies when I'm not up to doing anything. This is my life and I deal with it the best I can. If someone doesn't understand, that's their problem. My mother had lupus and I believe that has helped. She was a sweet and generous woman who never complained about anything and everyone knew that she was sick. I believe that has helped my family understand that I'm not making this up. There are also some pharmacists in the family - my stepson, my son's fiance, and my dad was also a pharmacist, and they know the strong meds I take.

I believe one of the best ways to handle people who are skeptical is to not become defensive or try to go into too much detail. The spoon theory is a great way of explaining lupus but you'll still find skeptics out there. I loved what Lynwood said and agree with her that some people aren't going to change no matter how much explaining we do.

I hope you can find peace with the people in your family. I know I'm especially grateful for my HW family who always believes and supports me.
Lupus, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Sjogren's, osteoarthritis, fibro, ibs, renauds, restless leg, hiatal hernia, double vision, migraines.
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Posted 9/12/2007 10:12 AM (GMT -6)
Agree so much. It is so hard for a healthy person to understand us at all. They think that we are exaggerating. My mom thinks that I did not eat write, and my H said I did not exercise. They dun even take time to u/stand at all. It is especially hurtful when someone close to u did not show any sympthay at all. I really dun know how to make them u/stand. I just learn to live w/it and learn to be independent (LOL).
Posted 9/12/2007 5:28 PM (GMT -6)
I was actually talking to my boyfriend about this (I showed him the spoon theory story as well), and he said that he doesn't understand why healthy people have a hard time understanding people who aren't so healthy. He's usually in top shape (black belt, healthy eater) and he said once while training he sprained both thumbs. He said that it was horrible, he couldn't do anything and that made him wonder how someone with arthritis would function. Whenever he's not in top shape, he gets annoyed that his body isn't doing the things that he's used to doing. So, he says, despite being a model of health, he can perfectly understand a sick lupie like me. I thought it was a good example to have someone relate to how you feel. Maybe you guys could use it too.

Take care
Diagnosed SLE 2002, Raynaud's and Hives 2004, Lupus Nephritis 2007
cellcept, prednisone, plaquenil, zrytec, cozaar, nexium, furosemide, oscal + d

Posted 9/12/2007 7:52 PM (GMT -6)
nice job melissa, that the frist step. It is Great when your loved one understands.

Best to both of you.
PLAQUENIL, FLEXERIL, CELEBREX - UCTD, BENICAR - HIGH BP, SINGULAIR - ALLERGIES, REQUIP RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME, LEVITRA, AND METROGEL FOR ROSACEA 
Enjoy what you can today and leave the rest for another day.
 
Frank
 

Posted 9/12/2007 10:40 PM (GMT -6)
Hi, Firebabe. Getting people to understand us is SO difficult. My BF probably understands the most about it (but he too has a lot of health problems). My mom at least seems to try, but I still don't think she really gets it. My dad called me this afternoon and woke me up from a nap that I needed really bad. I did several errands today and that heat just took me out (I probably should have split it up over 2 days instead of trying to do it all at once, Duh!). Anyway, when I answered the phone, he said "Are you in the bed again?". I just said, "Yes, and I really need the rest from all the running I did today." I must have made the point because he didn't drag out the conversation like he usually does; he just said he'd talk to me later. I could tell from his initial response though that he still doesn't get it. I have tried to explain this stuff. I've given out leaflets explaining it until I'm sick of it. All I know is, I understand it! I wish you luck with trying to get your family to understand so they can help you out. I just know you have a job on your hands! Good luck,
Always looking for the silver lining, Sharen

SLE '06, Sjogren's '06, Traumatic Head Injury '94
Prednisone 10mg and tapering, Caltrate 1200mg, Multi-vitamin, Prevacid 30 mg, Actonel 35mg

Posted 9/12/2007 10:50 PM (GMT -6)
Hi Sharen . . . when I desperately need a nap, I turn the ringer off on the phone in the room I'm sleeping in. That way, the phone doesn't wake me and I can just check my messages when I wake. It also means I don't have to explain why I'm sleeping. I'd love to see these people wake 10x each night for a few nights and see how they feel.

Blessings!
In His Grip!,
AlwaysRosie          "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
Psalms 139
 
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Posted 9/12/2007 11:09 PM (GMT -6)
Thanks, Rosie. That's a great idea! Duh!!! This disease makes you so crazy worrying with all its' crap all the time, I think it makes your common sense go hide somewhere! You know, I'll have to look at my phone in the bedroom, I've never even actually turned a phone off! Does that make me seem like I have even LESS common sense? I'm going to look at it right now so I won't forget! Thanks so much,
Always looking for the silver lining, Sharen

SLE '06, Sjogren's '06, Traumatic Head Injury '94
Prednisone 10mg and tapering, Caltrate 1200mg, Multi-vitamin, Prevacid 30 mg, Actonel 35mg

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