Posted 12/20/2007 2:32 PM (GMT -7)
i smoke, even though i know i shouldnt and everyday i kick myself for it, but right now sometimes its like my source of comfort and i know that sounds absolutely awful, but i dont drink and do any illegal drugs (we do enough legal drugs as it is) but i just cant stop right now, i dont want to find another source of comfort and i would rather smoke than eat cuz i already gained enough weight from the last flare. i know that i should quit and if i ever get pregnant i plan to quit for good, but right now i am using it as a stress reliever.
Hugs and prayers, If it was easy being a lupie,
~Suzanne~ the whole world would be one
diagnosed in May '95 with lupus nephritis, hypertension, hypothyroidism, avascular necrosis (knee) '98, kidney transplant April '06, pseudo-cerebral tumor '07, AVN ankles and hips '07
prednisone, cellcept, prograf, lopressor, allopurinol, synthroid, diamox, OsCal +D, lunesta, celexa, percocet for pain