hello everyone does anyone ever feel like that they are overly sensitive with there boyfriend/husband/or anyone.....i keep getting upset with lil things that my boyfriend is doing and i feel bad cause hes not even doing anything. but i think that he is being mean to me or ignoring me or sick of me but its all in my mind and i cant always control this but its more with him then it is with other people. also i cant explain how my brain feels but sometimes i cant talk right or think right and feel really dumn i also act out on my actions with my boyfriend and storm off or make it known that I am mad and then i stop and think what the heck did i just do.....is this my lyme or is the lyme affecting my ADHD....my boyfriend has not told me that he gets mad at me but the other day he said to me are you ok your not your self after i had an episode :(......
First of all (I apologize if I've said this before, I can't remember - haha
) I think we debated this issue or came to a quasi-conclusion that being named, Jen, Jennifer, Jenny, Jeni, or any variation thereof should be added to the list of Lyme disease "symptoms"
I did the same things that you are doing even to the point of leaving my husband for a 10 mo. period.... (we just celebrated our 10th wedding anniversary last month!) I was so tired of apologizing, and yelling at him for no reason, and not being able to physically do anything... and loosing my marbles along the way. Felt like I had 2 brain cells left and they were both trying to kill each other! .
Counseling helped (I say humbly, because I'm very sarcastic and my shrinks have put up with me throughout this disease). The right medication could help, you may want to check your rx's with your doctor(s) to see if they should make some changes that would help.
Now, my husband is my rock. He is the one and only person who believed in me and this disease from day one (even when I didn't believe!). One thing I know for sure, we really like each other. I love him more today than the day I married him.
Hope this helps.
PS - I also bought a "Nerf" assault rifle that I can shoot at the TV, the walls, mostly the TV, etc. and that seems to be relieving pent up stress and anxiety. !
We'll get through today - Jennifer
06/00- The beginning, 08/01-LD positive, 10/01- Igenex and CDC LD positive, 10/02-LD positive, 11/03-LD positive, 10/07-Bartonella positive, CD57=3, 08/25/08-WE'LL SEE
Current Rx's 08/25/08: Wellbutrin 300mg, Paxil 60mg, Xanax 5mg, Restoril 30mg, Prevacid, Darvocet, Acidophilus, Flagyl 1500mg, Urso 250mg, IV Rocephin 4 grams, Magnesium Chloride and/or Magnesium Oil - I need to order off the internet
Medicare/SSDI theme song - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bd2B6SjMh_w
I don't know how much more I can take song - heard this one coming home from my LLDr's office on Halloween 10/31/08 - "Ain't found a way to kill me yet" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gHiR1xeOSs