It's great that you have a direction now for treatment. Don't beat yourself up about
"The Fog". It's common for CFS/Fibro/Lyme people.
I went to a vitamin store a couple of days after my fisrt Herx. I'd picked up several bottles and was carrying them around. Then I was looking for DHEA (adreanl support). I knew I'd seen a bottle. I got the clerk to help look for it and my wife was looking too. The clerk checked inventory - yep ... should be one left. Finally i noticed that it was one of the bottles I'd been carrying around.
To make things work - when I checked out, the clerk gave me a brochure on their new super memory improving supplement
You're not alone.