Friends. THANK You so much for the support.
It was at 2:30 today that he passed and he passed with his head in my lap and I was able to comfort him once I got ahold of myself somewhat.
Wow I took it and handled it not near as well as I thought I would.. I knew it would come in the next year sometime and had thought I kinda mentally and emotionally prepared.
I broke down so hard I could not get my voice to work and I had taken my son and he could not talk either.
We were so choked up
I believe too our animals greet us in heaven. His twin sister is there and.. I had an amazing experience as he passed and I was crying his spirit rose to the level of my face and he said to me... "its ok and please stop crying now.> I am now in peace and out of pain and going to meet my love in heaven Jera who is and has been waiting for me." He said" I am staying here until you hear me and feel better"
He stayed there until I got my sobbing under control and I took a big deep breath and ... he went up and away in spirit leaving behind a part of him who stays right next to me and is connected to him always.
THANK you for taking the time to read and share this time.
I do know upon reading in the past that we all who are ill get more close and dependent and develop deep feelings for our pets as we are with them much more than others and connect on a level that is not typical .
You all know what i mean...
I know we all cherish what our pets are to us and us to them.. in a special special way
Post Edited (KeepHope) : 3/24/2009 7:19:27 PM (GMT-6)