Hello everyone..... I have been working a ton alot of 2-9:30 or 12:30 - 9:30 or 10-7 and about
35hrs a week...i work at home depot so i am on my feet all day long on concrete floors. I need the money so i cant ask to cut back my hrs but i am part time still. I guess what I am wondering is that my tiredness wont go away. I sleep all morrning till about
2-3 hrs b4 i have to go to work at 2 ..so that i am not tired all day at work, but i get 11-12 hrs asleep a night and neer wake up refreshed even when i try to get up early a few hrs later i have to take a nap. Is this my lyme or the combination of working alot with my lyme and having depression. this is really bringing me down..I do take celexa for my depression and this was b4 my lyme.
a few weeks ago i had alot more energy and was going to the gym on my days off but now i dont even do that. I started to do light cardio on the machines and would jog on the treadmill for 1/2hr and it felt great. but now that i am working so much and so very achey from being on my feet and lifting I cant decifer if it is just work or my lyme?
I am also going through sum stuff at home and also i am not at the job that i want to be at. i graduate college last may and stilll cant find a job which is annoying but sometime i just want to give up on that and except the fact that i am never leaving home depot. also my managers and boss have been hard on me about how i cant be full time cause i am not reliable cause i had taken out alot of days when i first got sick...but yet i work 35 hrs a week and they been watching me at work...its just been alot of stress there and i am afraid of lossing my job so i am working my butt off to prove that i am a hard worker....
with all of this going on and having lyme its making me go crazy and want to give up most days and i just feel numb.....i have to go and start to get ready for work...
please any advise would be appreciated...thank you! :0)