I am so sorry to hear all that, KeepHope!
to be honest, I think I only made it back to working b/c i was in the lucky position to decide how much and when to work;
I did some paperwork within our small network of freelancers and they did not care when I did my stuff, so sometimes I didnt do anything for a few days (when I felt to ill/ tired), then maybe work some nights b/c I could not sleep anyway, and so one; I organized it the way that I could do it from home in the beginning at nearly every time I felt to be able to; I started with things with a wider time frame so there was no presure to have it done within a day or two.
But I cannot imagine (not in my wildest dreams) who I would have been able to go to a even part time job where I would have to function for a set amout of hours at ..o`clock,.. straight every day..... no chance, really! I had no energy left over to press myself in such a timeframe; all this had to develop, it did, in the end. And I had a husband who worked and helped me;
If I had to function or loose everything, I would have lost everything.
Post Edited (dorit) : 2/25/2009 6:07:25 AM (GMT-7)