Thank Ya'll for your post.
as for what my ID knows i am at his merice kinda. i have not been able to work in 3 yrs now. so the program i'm on picks who i go to/and they dont pay out much in a yr i run out i'm s.o.l. then. i hardly ever run ferevs, but my head hurts most all the time now and the dizzyness it awefull. today even it seems to be getting worst and just the thought of food is maken me sick.
seems to me each day bring something new to the table for me. I do belive i have had lymes for up to 8 yrs now and i'm just finding out. so the bugs have had a lot of time to play around.
CajunGirl, thx yes my Pets are my babies. my olderst rott is almost 11 now and he also has lymes( moma cant do anything alone. hehe) i rescused his when he was 10 weeks. drug dealer when to jail. luckest day for me finding him. i also have a lil female almost3 yrs now. 1 cat who was aboused, took me a yr just to get her to lay in my lap. and the meanest bird you'l ever meet who is 15 yrs old and i got him at 4 months. plus all my fish, i do have a lil zoo.
my point is i love my babies but i feel i am letting them down now, and placing a lot of there work onto others.
I so want to be able to walk in the park again. even walking in my lil home is a job for me now. but to lose my brain also is really bothering me right now. like what i forget somthing that can couse them harm. that would kill me. lucky for me my kids are all grown now, so i dont have to worrie about them.
sorry i am rambling on here. been a very bad day for me.burning pain all thro my neck and back killer headach,dizzyness and so on..the lest never stops does it
I wish the best for everyone.