Posted 5/2/2009 1:17 PM (GMT -6)
Most have heard my long story of Lyme disease. A bad dream. In short I was at the end of all of my LLMDs and Dr.s 35 including Germany. I getter much worse. I could not care for my children. I could not think. My pain was too much. And I was very suicidal. So much that I was going to be put "away" to keep me from just doing it. I was done. I had all of the symptons, the long list.
And could ad more.
I had a fever everyday. A migrain everyday. Walking into walls...every day. And could not talk very well. Could not read. Could not remember faces. Places my own car...how to drive. Some days I was sort of fine.
My personality changed. I had no fear. I had a sick sense of humour in that nothing fazed me. I could watch a movie 3 times over and over and not tell you a thing about it.
I thought I had althezmiers...no one could help me or fix me.
I was a danger to mysef. I did not want people to really know how bad off I was. I have two little girls and did not want to lose them. But finallly gave them up, for fear that I would harm them.
I could not work my mocrowave, I would cut my hands very badly trying to cook or chop stuff. I am a trained cook. I was lost in space and getting much worse and fast.
My last resort was getting on a plane and going to AZ. I got better and still am 7 mos now.
Getting there was hard. For I was having alot of issues with my heart and fainting a lot. And if I got excited in any way..I woud have severe chest pains and have trouble breathing. This was a problem. I was sick of the drama of it and sick of the EKG's
And all of this going on and people would tell me...well but you look great.
I hit a cop car in my golf cart taking my kids to school two streets from my front door. Then would laugh, and get lost coming back home.
Then would go back to bed...and set the alarm to go back and get them 6 hours later, then try to feed them and be nice and then go to bed....of course only with the help of pills...I had insomia of course.
I think that the supplements and the vitamins and the ozone therapy is what worked for me. I felt better very quickly. Oh and the perioxide treatments.
To get better you have to feed the body and build the immune system in any way that you can. You can't kill off the bacteria. But if your body is running well...it can contain it.
People with terrible immune systems who do not take care...willl not get better.
2004 in Martha's Vineyard me and my two daughters then 11 mos and 6 all got Lyme Disease. This was only known to us because we found the tiny ticks on us and we got very ill. My dog also got lyme and he went lame.
We have fought it for 4 years to no avail.
We all got it again this summer is Texas.
I am now in treatment in Scottsdale Arizona at Envita.
"The eyes cannot see for for what the mind does not know."