I'm so sorry you are going through this. I wish we all lived near each other so we could give each other a big hug. It's really hard for everyone. I'm lucky in a way because my children are older. Two girls, one 19 and one 14. I am thankful they can fend for themselves. I have NO clue what I would do if I had smaller children bacause i've been stuck back in bed again. I don't know how people with young kids function. I'm blessed to have a husband that understands too. If I wouldn't have him, I would pretty much be alone. I've actually lost friends from this <sigh>. I get like you sometimes too. I just bust out and cry. No one can ever understand what we go through unless they have this.
Anyway, I just wanted to say that I understood what you were going through and that you are not alone. Thank God we have these boards to get support from others going through the same thing.
2003 symptoms started with very intense panic attacks and anxiety. Also had sound and smell sensitivities. Was in and out of the hospital from 2003-2005. Diagnosed with panic disorder.
2007 found an LLMD and was diagnosed with Lyme. Didn't start treatment.
2008 symptoms came back with a vengence. Muscle pain, joint pain, floaters, stiff neck, rib pain, slow thinking, brain fog, etc...
2009 went back to see LLMD. Diagnosed again with Lyme plus co-infections....Babesia and Bartonella.
Illnesses:-Chronic Lyme Disease,Hashimotos Thyroiditis, Ulcers, Hypoglycemia
Medications:-Biaxin 250mg to start (starting slow and working my way up, Mepron(babesia), Ultram(muscle/joint pain), Thyro Complex 60mg(Thyroid), Probiotics ,Caproyl(intestinal candidas),Psyllium Powder(intestinal cleansing support),Bentonite Magma(absorbent aid for intestinal detoxification)
-Plus a ton of other supplements