I hear you. When I am well, I feel like a different person. The problem with lyme and co is you can look good-no one knows the inner agony. When I was really sick, I got more sympathy. I barely complain anymore..my family sees me as functional, so therefore, I must not be sick. Some days its hard to get thru the day. I have almost forgotten what it feels like to have a "normal day"
How much HH do you take with your abx? I did the rifampin/doxy/zith thing for 3 months..it was rough-lots of psych issues. But I feel a lot better now!