Most of you know that overall I have been feeling well. I am not on meds or have been since having my baby 14 months ago. Well, we are in the process of buying a house and supposed to close this Thursday. It must be the stress because I have felt so awful the past few weeks and usually I have a day or two not well and then feel much better, but this is lasting so I can only attribute it to the stress of moving. Well, now today we find out there is an issue and it may hold it up. I have spent so much money already and planned this move for months now and to have this happen, I swear I feel like I might just not make it through this process. I don't want to go on meds right now, but may have to start again after the move because the stress of all this has seemed to bring out my symptoms a lot more than normal.
Ugh! My battle has been a long one and I never give up, but how can any human avoid stressful situations? I mean really, is that even possible? I always flare up really bad during difficult times, but with a baby and a move it is proving to be a lot more than I care to handle right now.
Blah! Hopefully it all goes through ok and I can get in to my new place and refocus on my health and relax just a little bit.