I went swimming yesterday... walked around the pool about
12 times and then walked backwards about
12 times and then did leg kicks and swam undewater from corner to corner..... (it's probably the smallest in ground pool in the world - haha).
But, I just told my husband to order a weight scale and told him I was ready to get the weight off. I am 5' 7" and used to weigh around 130 lbs. I seriously need to lose about
30 lbs. I'm just glad I'm not in the 180's like I was before gallbladder surgery.
I've never HAD TO excercise or diet before in my life.......................... but, I've got to be willing to do EVERYTHING I can to get rid of this instead of laying in bed all day pissing and moaning. Next, depending on IV Vanco in a few weeks, I'm going after the cigarettes. It's time. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have NEVER been embarrassed about
my looks or weight, but Lyme has taken it's toll. I saw a few pictures of myself from March (my husbands surprise b-day party).... and I looked bad, really bad... even though I did my hair, had on makeup, decent clothes, nice shoes (high heel clogs)..................... UUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it's the only thing that ever has. - Margaret Meade
06/00- The beginning, 08/01-LD positive, 10/01- Igenex and CDC LD positive, 10/02-LD positive, 11/03-LD positive, 10/07-Bartonella positive, CD57=3, possibly just tested positive for koseri IgA, Morganella motgani,Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever (RMSF - yay! another acronym), Typhus Fever, Klebsiella pneumonia, Proteus miabilis, Citrobacter i IgA, Hafnia alvai IgA, NKC4, Interleukin 4 (IL4), IL8, Immunobillin (IM01).
Current Rx's 11/12/08: Wellbutrin 300mg, Paxil 60mg, Xanax 5mg, Acidophilus, Lyrica 600mg
"Medicare/SSDI theme song" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgHioCC3yCo&feature=related
"How much more can I take?", song - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gHiR1xeOSs