Jendays, I also wrote on your other post. There is a reason you are here. You are probably too young to know it yet, but there is. When I feel like I want to die, I need only consider the PERMANENCE of death. You don't get to change your mind, you don't get to take it back, you don't get to try again, you don't get to try to get better and have a life. That's it, it's done.
Do you really feel prepared to make such a momentous irreversible decision that will affect and hurt so many people?
NEVER forget this is NOT YOU. This is your disease and you WILL get better!
These are the thoughts that will help you get thru the lowest times. I'm glad so many on here have reached out to you. Now there's a sure sign you need to stick around!
Lyme in NC in 1971? Suspect TBI: Fully engorged tick followed by high fever and tonsillitis. Follwed by , lumps on neck, chronic tonsillits w/ constant low grade to recurring high (104) fevers, severe unexplained neck stiffness and acute neck pain. Followed by tonsillectomy, urinary tract infections, miscarriage, appendicitis while pregant, chronic severe back pain. Followed by depression, mild anxiety, mitral valve prolapse, and hypglycemia. What was this??
Bit again couple of times, lyme suspect bite Mother's Day 2007. Bite, symptoms, lyme specific antibodies on the most lyme specific band of all = 39 IgG. Still awaiting appt w/ LLMD.
Post Edited (+Lyme) : 6/3/2009 8:58:04 AM (GMT-6)