well i had 2 dirrent doctors appointments today first 1 with my ID. jerk is more like it. 1st off he doesnt belive i have lyme, even why looking at my positive test in his hand. 2nd he bounced around and he haw'd about abx, till finly said he was going to call in a 3 wk abx for me. well i called to see if it was ready to pick up. this jusy made things go from bad to worst. he called in a z-pack 7 days with 1 refill. ok the kicker to this is. i told him point blank the program i am on only covers for me to get 3 scrips a month and i am already on 3 but 1 is cheap enough i can buy, $10. this z-pack is going to coast me over 50. then he said to me i do not think its lyme, that i have arstyo arthiris.
well i know and 6 other Dr.s know i have arthiris but none can state behond a doubt what kind.
ok so now to the other Dr. who the disabltiy offce sent me to. she was cold to me. wanted to know i couldnt walk well, after i just told her and it was in my paper work that my knee was messed up.hmm i just had suergery on it for the heck of it. grrrrr
then she asked me if i may have fibermyalga. i'm like never heard of it.lol i'm not a doctor, hehe. if i was i wouldnt be here now. at this point i am totally ticked off.
ok so now i am still without treatment, still in pain, and now i am without any doctor to help me, as there just isnt one here willing to work with me or knows crap about lyme.
i can so understand why some want to hurt thereselves after dealing with the jerks who think they are doctors. i'm sorry i cant have or show respeck to a so called doctor if the fool will not look me in the eye. so in the Dr.'s words i do not have lyme. i have soem form of arthiris, MS and fibermiagla. wouldnt a lab rat love to study me..hehehe
now i think i am going to crawl into bad and cry for the rest of the day.
i so hope ya'll have a much better day then i did
still looking for answers