Hi pcpc and everyone else,
Yes, I understand what you are feeling as I was on Doxy and only felt worse. What helped me was reading Dr. Jernigan's book called "Beating Lyme Disease" and then following his "healing at home" protocol. I have been in remission for almost 4 years now from that protocol. I owe my life to that book.
I think you would appreciate reading this book as much of what you have posted about is all there, Yin and Yang, etc. Are you detoxing at all?
Hope you feel better,