Posted 6/21/2009 4:10 PM (GMT -6)
yes, this is my biggest fear.. i mean i could battle lyme and it would be crappy to deal with, but to battle a non-curable infectious disease would prolly put me at wits end and i would snowball into a deep deep dark place no one would want to go.. sometimes i feel so strong when i'm healthy but when i'm down and sick i feel so weak and so vulnerable.
My g/f was tested in aug of 08, this is 6 months after we started anything. and her result was neg. but hey, i' was happy about her, but i'm worried about me now..
the cough and twitching are really annoying, sometimes i dry cough for 10 minutes straight.. no reason at all, its in my throat. and of course it worries me...
i never thought i would be going back through this again.. The hiv thing is scary, did it in 2005 and it was very scary..