Does anyone feel in their hearts that they will never get better? That they'll never feel somewhat normal again?
Is there anyone who had this gut feeling in the beginning, and now they ARE better?
I'm really confused...I think I might be in denial and just going with treatment because I'm really not sure what I would do if I stopped it. At least with treatment there is a possibility that things will change. If I stopped, I'd just sit here and rot and probably eventually call it quits.