During the first 2-3 years... I would look at myself in the mirror at night.... just falling apart, and would wind up in a ball on the floor crying..... sometimes my husband would hear me and just come in and sit on the floor with me and hold me. I really thought I was losing my mind. All the doctors kept saying it was in my head... others were giving me mouse size portions of abx's..... Every bone in my body hurt and all my senses were going HYPER! I've lost it many times with this disease.... and today, I'm losing it. Now 10 years into this and I am LOSING IT AGAIN!
Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it's the only thing that ever has. - Margaret Meade
06/00- I begin to fall apart, 08/01-LD +, 10/01- Igenex and CDC LD positive, 10/02-LD +, 11/03-LD +, 10/07-Bartonella +, CD57=3, koseri IgA +, Morganella +, motgani +,Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever +, Typhus +, Klebsiella pneumonia +, Proteus miabilis +, Citrobacter i IgA +, Hafnia alvai IgA +, NKC4 +, Interleukin 4 (IL4) +, IL8, Immunobillin (IM01) +.
Rx's 06/15/09: Wellbutrin 300, Paxil 60, Xanax 5, Acidophilus, Lyrica 600, Levaquin 500, Diflucan, Invanz IV, possibly Gammaglobulin, Flagyl, HBOT
"Medicare/SSDI theme song" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgHioCC3yCo&feature=related
"How much more can I take?", song - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gHiR1xeOSs