CG, lol sometimes i wish i could go back to them days. life was a lot easyer then for sure.
i'm not sure if its due to my over doing it or what. but i whent thro my fussy brain thing for the longest time today. my body felt lifeless and almost as tho it wasnt me. kinda like i was light as a feather..lol wish i was.
then when talking to my sister on the phone tonight. i told her about
my youngest grandaughters surgey, witch my daughter swares she told me about
. and i swear she didnt. my sis even said if i had known about
it i would of told my sis and brother. my family maybe disfunchionale but we do stick together in times of need.
and to date i still cant belive she told me. i know this isnt something i would forget. can this be me? or more to the point lyme? does it get to anyone else worse when they push to hard? or from stress, and yes i know stress is bad for us with lyme, but how can one not be stressed out when fighting as i am doing.
shoot i got up to get a drink and have lost my train of thought. uggg
so i think this is a good time for me to log off and watch TV. and try to sleep.
praying for everyone :)
still looking for answers.
Remember that advice if free, its your choice what you do with it. :)