Thank you Ticker, they are in a much better place now and pain free. this is what keeps me going. this dance brought out so many emotions in me.
when i first has my MRI it had many different things listed as possible causes for the lesions. 3 of witch were cancer. needless to say i was scared. i have always said if i had cancer i wouldn't tell my family. as they have suffered enough watching my mom and sis in law go thro it. and i am selfless in this as i will not be the cause of so much pain.
me and my bother have talked about
it. his wife was also his best friend, so i still get phone calls in the middle of the night when he cant sleep for thinking of her.
to me cancer in many ways is like lyme. there is treatment but no cure. so enjoy the good things in life why you can. cherish them, as tomorrow is not a given. JMHO
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