Maybe I'm just having a week or two of those "down" days, but I honestly have come to the conclusion that the best I can hope for is coping with this condition. I feel so frustrated. My mind is so jumbled and I'm still working (thank goodness), but I know at times I mess up.
My mind and body both feel so violated (or maybe it's more correct to say invaded). I can't find a medical doctor to treat the normal stuff when they find out I'm on long-term antibiotics - which is a major problem. I don't want to be tested for MS - I don't have MS - I have Lyme Disease. I can't afford an MRI - I can't afford an echocardiogram. The right side of my body is numb, new little quirky things are constantly popping up.
I feel bad complaining - so many others are so much worse than I am. I guess I just needed to vent.
Does anyone think they will be cured?