I would really love it if anyone could write anything back ...
I am taking Bicillin shots (moved up to 4 a week this week) which help but I might be herxing from them. I feel fine most of the time but if I get angry it gets really, really bad.
What happened just now: I got really mad at my boyfriend (who is with his extended family) that he didn't call me before 6pm my time on Christmas, when I am alone in our house (too sick to fly home).
Then he got really mad at me for getting mad at him, I lost control and shrieked a lot, and then he said he doesn't like having me in his life because of the Lyme rage, etc etc
Finally, when he saw how upset I was (I am so scared of him leaving me after almost 5 years due to lyme rage), he tried to comfort me and I guess the rest of the day will be ok. But I am still feeling so regretful about
how this happened on Christmas. Lyme rage has no respect!
Post Edited (RainBaby) : 12/25/2009 5:25:35 PM (GMT-7)