I was going to post this in a reply to Christmas alone/lyme rage, but thought it might be a whole new subject (at least I think that was the subject--too tired to double check)
Has anyone experienced going to the other extreme with their lyme rage?
I've caused some problems with my family in the past because I felt I had no control. After it happening several times, I decided that my behavior was just not acceptable and I felt so bad about it afterwards.
Now, I NEVER express my anger or irritation to anyone. Even to people who really deserve it eg. when I get bad service. While stuff is happening, I can't think of a nice way to correct them because my brain just doesn't work fast enough anymore, so I've "trained" myself to never say anything.
I end up being angry with myself as a result.
I'm not sure if this is lyme related or if I've developed a character flaw.
I can't remember when I've told someone off.
I really want to scream and cry and can't even do this when by myself!