Very sorry that you are feeling so bad. I don't know of any programs that would pay for you to see Dr. J. or any other LLMD. There was an experimental program but that was shut down after the heathcare bill was passed and I have a gut feeling that amount of doctors practicing is going to go downhill as well because of this bill.
Do yourself a favor, buy Dr. Jernigan's book and start taking his botanicals. All the instructions are in his book and that's how I got better and stayed better.. And I was sick (CDC positive) for over 10 years..
I once thought that antibiotics were the only answer to this crazy disease and I was so wrong..
The softcover is $36.95
Hang in there, okay?
It's all about the Immune System mixed with a large dose of Positive Thinking and Detoxing Daily!
This song is about my years with chronic lyme since 1995 and being in remission for over 4 years: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ds81S61UvPA