Thank you. I am still feeling sick today, but I do know it will eventually pass and I will be back on my feet again. Trying to see the positive in this (althought not always easy to do), but maybe it was a sign that I was not as healthy as I thought and having another baby right now wouldn't have been the best idea if my health wasn't in order. So, at least now I can take the time to get well again and take care of my little girl and when the time is right I will have another one. Although I can't imagine being in my 40's. I barely can keep up with my toddler now in my 30's.
. I know I will have another baby so I am not worried too much about
that. I just want to get back to a place where I feel good again and can't put lyme behind me once again and hopefully for good.
I was told by my Dr. that any stressful situation in my life can bring the lyme out. I used to not worry about
this until after being 100% well for over 3 years I had a very stressfull break-up and within a few months I was relapsing and back on meds. This lasted almost a year and was awful to be back in that place again. I knew right then that he was right. I am trying like hell not to let this situation put me in a full blown relapse and trying to nip it in the bud now so it can resolve itself in the next few weeks, rather than in the next few months or longer.
I don't know how any person can avoid stress in life. Seems like there is always something around the corner to surprise us. I still wish this never happened so I wouldn't be going through this right now, but trying to see it as a sign that I wasn't quite healthy enough and this kick in the butt will get me to where I need to be again.