I don't know you (I'm on now kinda hit and run), but want to extend my thoughts and prayers to you. I am especially sorry that you are having to face all this while sick w/ Lyme, because Lyme makes everything worse.
My first pregnancy ended w/ a miscarraige and so I understand the sorrow that brings. And unfortunately, no one else truly understands how bad it hurts. So I extend to you my sympathy in this loss.
I also had to end my marriage after 17 yrs, with a 7 yr old daughter and 2 adolescent boys. Thank God I was not sick because it took every ounce of strength that I had. Now, over 20 yrs later, I cannot say that everything turned out alright, because it really didn't -- all of us still carry hurt in some way. But I guess this is true for everyone.
You will be OK, I am sure of that. But you need to grab onto every drop of support and strength you can get your hands on. We can always hope that this is happening so that something better can now happen, right?
Say your prayers and say them hard.
Bit 1972: Acute and chronic tonsillitis, UTI, miscarraige, appendicitis, hypoglycemia, chronic neck pain w/ crushed vertibrae, chronic severe back pain, mitral valve prolapse, depression, resolution?
Bit Mother's Day 2007: Lyme, Babesia microti, hypothyroidism, EBV, HHV6, Parvovirus B19, low adrenals &misc other hormones, depression, anxiety, more of the above.