Traveler, you cracked me up, too. So far the 'rage' I often feel is sucked in -- probably not good, but because I have to. I work extremely closely w/ 3 total Bs at work. They are snide, rude, insulting, offensive, etc etc. As many 'comebacks' as I've thought of, I have decided I will NOT participate in that --even when they insult me to my face, which is frequent -- I have decided not to let them make me become like them.
Anyway, SO, can't tell you how many days, as I'm getting ready to leave work, I plan to storm into my place and start destroying and smashing everythng in here. I visualize it and it's sweet. (as I feel overwhelmed w/ 'stuff' -- material things, as well). The only thing that stops me is my dogs when I arrive home and the realization that there would be no one else to clean up whatever destruction I would cause.
Lord help me from ever cracking.....
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