I'm really sorry that you are suffering and not getting the support you need. It's sad when family members are not supportive, I've been there and it hurts, ex-husband (lack of his support and his attitude caused him to become an EX), not to mention my family who didn't and still probably doesn't believe that lyme disease exists. Denial or lack of education...
Rage? I think there are all different types of rage. When I was in my late teens I had rage or should I say anger as I did not get along with my family, yeah, I was a rebel but that's another story.
Yes, you could have most definitely passed lyme bacteria to your wife who gave it to your son, research has proven over and over again that lyme can be sexually transmitted as well as passed to a baby. Amazing how many couples I have met who both have lyme.
I'm assuming your son was tested by IgeneX and even they are not 100% correct all the time. I know many who did have lyme but tested negative through IgeneX.
In my case, I suffered lyme rage where I would say words to my friends and family I would regret and eventually I became scared of myself! What I found out in my case is that when lyme dies off (whether naturally or by using a protocol), one of the dangerous toxins is ammonia which not only exists in tissues and other parts of the body but the brain as well. Very strong toxin! I took Dr. J's CNS/PNS Neuro-Antitox Formula which cleared out the ammonia in my brain and body. I became calmer and the rages stopped..
Your son has to be open to trying any detoxing supplements, if he's not, well, there's not much you can do to help him.. That's the most difficult part of this disease, many don't want help or they are simply in denial..
I wish you and your family the best and really feel for you.. You need to take care of yourself so you can get better. Keep us updated okay? We are here for you.
It's all about the Immune System mixed with a large dose of Positive Thinking and Detoxing Daily!
This song is about my years with chronic lyme since 1995 and Symptom Free for over 4 years: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ds81S61UvPA