So, I'm sooooo tired of being tied to a toilet, taking fistfuls of pills several times a day, the high levels of pain, the exhaustion,the swelling of my joints, the no appetite, the lack of memory control & retrieval, the restriction I have because I cannot
get overheated, being hot one moment & cold then next........let's see, have I missed anything - oh yea - the unique ability I have developed where I can type perfectly spelled words & even phrases - backwards....
So here goes - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I really just want to fall into a heap, in a corner & cry my eyeballs out & then some - & stay there until I no longer have to deal with any of this!!!
I haven't been capable of posting anything about
Jennifers' passing, as it keeps bringing me to tears, I can really understand the whys of it.
I'm so sorry, I don't like to complain...much....but it is really hard for me to get through some weeks, and every once in a while something like this helps just a smidgen.
Even the mightiest oak tree was once a little nut who held it's ground!!! May we all find peace along the journey to find healing.