oh my goodness
Did the ticks do this to us?????
Why do I understand exactly what you mean and why does it all seem so familiar to me???
I would never have put it in words but yes yes yes, I know what you mean.
I felt the need to let my husband know of every tingle, needles, numbness, mild headaches etc etc.
BUT one day I realized that the poor guy has to hear all this negativity and he cannot do anything to help so maybe I better only say when I have something major. I got sick of whining and I thought to myself "just shut up! you sound like a hypochondriac!" So now I try hard to keep alot to myself.
I don't know why you can't let yourself feel good but I know what you mean. It is like me. I have been feeling better and I told him how good I am feeling but underneath I dont want him to think all is well yet. It is like I still need permission to be sick if and when any symptoms come back.
I told another how good I am feeling and it was funny (but annoying) to watch. She perked up and realized that it was a safe topic now. Feeling good vs feeling SICK.
So I think rather than tell others of every single feeling we have, save it for the more severe symptoms. Be sure to share when you feel good, they need to hear that sometimes something is getting better. Maybe they need some hope too.
Also, just allow yourself to feel good. Thats what they told me on here last week. I was thinking maybe it was the abx not strong enough. Anyway, I allowed myself to feel good and to share that IF anyone cared. BUT I felt like I also needed to let them know that while I feel good, I am not out of the woods yet. I didnt but I felt the need.
I say, go ahead and enjoy your trip with hubby and do your best to stay positive, feel good and have a good time! It'll do you good!!