i am really trying this positive thinking. im trying to get myself out of this slump
then i fall back on thinking
-is it my lyme causing the aches and sensations
- is it ms?
- is it a tumor?
-is it the tooth i had a root canal on, put the crown on a month ago and to this day is still sensitive to cold?
-is it just the depression and anxiety?
i dont want a perfect life, i just want to be there in the future the best i can for my family and girlfriend. i am strong, i want to overcome this i dont want to think im dying. sometimes i feel i would be better off though because i have all this negative thinking. i am constantly googling symptoms of diseases. i am constantly checking my left eye to see if its more blurry. i have glasses and a stigmatism in my left eye so it never has been perfect.
i feel so lost
Post Edited (dvlsfan30) : 4/26/2012 9:25:17 AM (GMT-6)