I have been gaining weight, ( huge prob) dont know why how
I dont exercise anymore for obv, reasons
I can hardly walk in my house as is
I had to go to a dr, for my bladder infection
I was acutally thinkiing about going to a walk in clinic
but because My Md is close by pschy dr. I went to my oh so lovely dr.
( I would like to make anpt with a nutrionist glutten free dr when i have money)
yet in the mean time, I am doing the best to surrive each day
and this gosh darn dr, keeps on me over and over again about my weight gain
she asking me why
I tell her I dont know what is going on
There is no compassion, I am so tired of drs.
and finally I told her I have lyme and I am seeing a dr re: that.
then she did not harp on me about my weight.
I just wanted some antibotics for my uti cause well now, I am 'pissed off'
that I have to endure this emotional abuse from her about my weight
ughhhh, and to see the dr, cost me $50.
I have fired so many drs, and I am too tired to find another one, that are all about the same in my book now
I have to have a thicker skin, i know, well I thought it was thick
I loathe this disease, it is too exhausting, how it affects Everything and interactions with People
I am so tired.................... on every level
gonna take a nap....