I'm so very sorry to hear all of this. It's absolutely heart breaking for me to read of anyone here going through this, as I've been through it too.
Between what these infections do to us and what people do to us, it's a wonder I'm not locked up!! Although I think my trees still shrink back when I'm mad - I've sure beat the heck out of them more than once! LOL!
If these feelings of hopelessness continue though - even though it's from these infections - please talk with your practitioner about
something for depression for a while - just until you can get past it all. There is absolutely no
reason for you to have to feel this way!!! I use something all natural to deal with my depression when I was still in treatment. I actually still use it, only in lower doses now as it helps with all nerve issues.
You said, "I don't need anyone saying 'watch your language,' or anything negative." If you ever have an issue like this with someone, please
email me. This forum is for support, some here are incredibly ill, and we all need a safe place to come a vent and talk about
not only our illnesses, but what we are going through, and how we are treated and perceived sometimes. You weren't using "bad language" or threatening violence to yourself or someone else, so you were good as far as the 'rules' go. You are normally such an "up" person, that this was a bit startling, so I hope that you are okay. If not, please reach out to me or someone else. We really do care about
you here!!! ((((((((hugs)))))))))
Herb only treatment for Lyme & Bart ended Dec. 2011 - no active symptoms
Herb only treatment for Babesia ended Dec. 2012 - no active symptoms
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Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
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