Just wanted to see how you are doing.. I have no words of advice for you, darn, I wish I did. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make all of your problems go away or at least manageable. I wish I could drive over to you and watch your kids for you so you would have time for yourself as you need a much deserved break.
I remember you talked about your Mom having a trust fund but your Mom said there were stipulations in the fund, do you believe her as far as the stipulations that she can only spend it on herself? I don't know much about trust funds, I wish I knew more. I wish there was someone on this site who understand these trust funds though I know you can't get money if the person doesn't want to give it. How sad...
What if you telephoned your Mom and said "Mom, I am going through a really rough time right now and I need help. I need to hire a babysitter to come 5 days a week and I need you to pay for this." Do you think your Mom would just give you excuses and say she can't help you financially?
Yes, I'm grasping at straws here... I just want to help and my heart goes out to you...
Just know I'm thinking of you and sending you big, big hugs as well as prayers,
Totally healed for 8 years ~ used Dr. Jernigan's protocol from his book "Beating Lyme Disease"
Our bodies are wise as they can heal themselves with some help plus detoxing daily, eating healthy. I come back to help others for others helped me when I was sick. Pay it forward!