Hi Unlucky77 - call your doctor right away - please don't wait. Suicidal thoughts are nothing to wait out! Please don't choose a permanent solution to a temporary issue. And it is temporary
If you don't get a response from your doctor, reduce your dose of rifampin, but don't stop it. If I'm remembering correctly, there are increased dangers of starting and stopping and then restarting rifampin. Please correct me someone if I am wrong on this!
And then call one or more of these numbers:
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
NDMDA Depression Hotline | Support Group. 800-826-3632
Suicide Prevention Services Crisis Hotline 800-784-2433
Suicide Prevention Services Depression Hotline 630-482-9696
Crisis Help Line | For Any Kind of Crisis 800-233-4357
Suicide & Depression Hotline | Covenant House 800-999-9999
Or go online for help:
------Online Hotline Resources--------www.crisischat.org/chat/www.befrienders.org//www.imalive.org/www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
There's even a suicide prevention with texting!!!
Need Help? Text “CTL” to 741741.
CTL (Crisis Text Line) helps individuals in crisis by connecting them with a compassionate, trained listener through a toll-free texting service. CTL is available nationwide and 24/7www.crisistextline.org/
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Please keep reaching out to people that can understand what you are dealing with. You can beat these feelings!!
And you should know that there are many here that are concerned about
you - I was off trying to do something with my computer and received an email from a concerned member! We are all here for you!! If you wish to email someone from this forum, I know that all the Mod's would be happy to talk with you and I'm sure many other members would too!!
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