Thanks everyone....I think I'm just having a moment...and not realizing that it too will pass.
Chapelle: OMG 48 years old - so sad. I know, my brain tells me it could be worse...but my emotions don't seem to "get it"...
Lymepickle: I cried a few times at work last year, ugghh...yup - embarrassing alright. Yes, scars do fade...and I guess these are still fresh wounds...not even scars yet...so can't expect to be better until the wounds have healed.
Mike: You're right - gotta take every ounce of "goodness" and cherish it.
I have an appt. with my LLND (phone call) and I feel like I'm going to be disappointing him with my progress....almost feel like fudging the data...lol Although, even tho it's been 4 weeks since I saw him, and he changed my abx...I didn't start them four 4 days, and then took another several days to get to full dose. So, I've really only been on full dose of the Ammox for just under 3 weeks.
We'll see what he has to say. He likes to see a significant in 4 weeks...
It's just so hard to determine how much better I am. - some things have improved - my sleep, my anxiety is gone, my hot flashes are more like warm flashes, my knee joint pain has been gone for several days now...BUT, the past few days my chills/shivers are worse...and there's been no change in a lot of others. I just have too many symptoms...lol...I'm a mess.
Symptoms started Sept, 2013 (maybe sooner?)
Buhner's protocol May 15/14 to July24/14
Igenex positive July 3, 2014; Doxy: July 4-Aug.24/14
Amox 1000mg x3 + Probencid started Aug. 29/14
Probiotics, Gaba, Psy-stabil, L-Theanine, milk thistle, VitC, BComp, B12,D, CoQ10,Omega3, Cal/Mag, extra mag,Adrenal support