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   Posted 10/27/2014 12:41 PM (GMT -6)   
I just wanted to say a quick good bye to everyonee here and that I wish you all the very best abd I pray for your revovery

As for me I just decided to stop coming here readijng the post. I've been sick a long time and I've tried everything there is too try. I am done spending all this money to continue with things I've done for years. My poor husband has stuck by me and he paid the ultimate price in many ways for this illness. I should have stopped after going to places for treatments and then having to file bankruptcy because I couldn't work but I kept spending money trying to regain my health but I am now I am thrpwing in thw towel. There are a lot of us that just don't get well or we relapse when we stop treatments. I I finally accepted the fact that I won't be getting well

For those who think I didn't try hard enough or I didn't have a positive attitudee, you are wrong. Ypou don't know me. I fought extremely hard but I'm tried and my body is worn out. The time has come for me to face facts. I will no longer burdern my husband with the cost of all stuff I buy each month in an attempt to get well. It's been too long and I just get worse. I have prayed long and hard but sometimes it's just not God's wil;l.

I pray for each of you to get well and i wish you the very best in life.

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   Posted 10/27/2014 12:45 PM (GMT -6)   
I'm so very sorry that you have not had good success, but I do hope that you don't just quit. I believe that when things line up - immune system functioning well, bodily functions all working well and with the right amount of detoxing and treatments we do heal, although finding that combination can be very difficult!

No matter, if you ever choose to return, know that we will be here with open arms, welcoming you back - although I do hope that you find a way to heal and don't need to return.

I wish you all the best - always.
Herb only treatment for Lyme & Bart ended 12/11 - no active symptoms -Herb only treatment for Babesia ended 12/12 - no active symptoms
Healed from tick-borne infections, now healing from the damage they left behind.

Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
Back in treatment for new Lyme case 8/2014

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   Posted 10/27/2014 1:08 PM (GMT -6)   
I'm so very sorry to hear this PrayingFORAMiracle. I hate to see you go. I also hope you won't give up entirely on treatments. I'll be praying for you. ((((((HUGS))))))

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   Posted 10/27/2014 1:13 PM (GMT -6)   
I totally see where you are coming from. I feel the same way.

I have been sick for 6 yrs now and have been to countless doctors and have spent a Ton of money. I'm too sick to work. I feel guilty searching for a "cure" and spending money on doctors, herbals, and medications. Especially since none of it is making me feel better.

I do know exactly how you feel. It is so heartbreaking. I'll be thinking about you and praying for you.
43 yrs old, symptoms for 5 yrs.
(Anxiety/panic, weakness, fatigue, cognitive dysfunction, insomnia, hair loss)
Recent IGenex test: 8/14
IGM: 18+, 23-25 IND, 31+, 39 IND, 41+, 83-93 IND
IGG: 31 IND, 39 IND, 41++
Treatment: Oct. 1, 2014: 200 mgs minocycline, 2 tablets malarone, nattokinase, banderol, samento, TBB+, DTC+, Lion's Mane, probiotics, vitamins, Burbur, pinella

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   Posted 10/27/2014 1:46 PM (GMT -6)   
Good luck to you, I hope you find healing. You may want to check for mold if you haven't ever found wellness. Mold can also be misdiagnosed as lyme.

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   Posted 10/27/2014 2:02 PM (GMT -6)   
I am so sad reading this. I don't know you...but I understand how you must be feeling...I've only been fighting this for a few months (but unwell for 1 1/2 years)...and it's already wearing on me.

You are a very strong person to have fought this hard for so long....
Maybe after a break...you will have the strength to fight again.

I am praying for you, too.
Symptoms started Sept, 2013 (maybe sooner?)
Buhner's protocol May 15/14 to July24/14
Igenex positive July 3, 2014; Doxy: July 4-Aug.24/14
Zithro July26-Aug.24/14
Amox 1000mg x3 + Probencid started Aug. 29/14; added biaxin 500X2 Sept. 26/14
Probiotics, Gaba, Psy-stabil, milk thistle, VitC, B12,D, Cal/Mag, extra mag, Ashwaganda, Curcumin

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   Posted 10/27/2014 2:24 PM (GMT -6)   
PrayingForAMiracle, your post is unsettling. I don't know the details of where your mind set is, but PLEASE don't do anything drastic! I'm so sorry your not getting better, but you can't stop trying. Please post to let us know your are okay? If you've been trying all this time and still not feeling well, how will you feel if you stop everything?

Wrinkles only go where smiles have been:)

Igenex and CDC positive
(23-25 +) (31 ++) (34 IND) (39 IND) (41 ++) (83-93 IND)
Treating Lyme, Babs, Bart
Stopped all meds for the time being.

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   Posted 10/27/2014 6:00 PM (GMT -6)   

By your namesake, I pray that you will not give up reaching out to the One who is able to heal. Not by medicine, or diet, or by any human means, but by His own power.

Never give up that fight. Our fight not against flesh and blood. Keep up the good fight. Finish the race.

No matter what this disease brings, cling to the name of Jesus. No matter what anyone tells you, cling to the name of Jesus. Perfect love casts out all fear. I pray you will not fear as you embark on this next phase.

I often go to 1 Peter 5:6-11. I pray it sustains you as it does me.

All the best.

Soaring Free
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   Posted 10/27/2014 8:21 PM (GMT -6)   
I am saddened to hear the pain you are experiencing on so many levels. I also hear and understand that you need to just stop. I hear that you are/have been dealing with more than any one human should have to deal with and you have not been weak or and that you have done EVERYTHING and then some trying to heal.

Thank you for the brave and kind act of letting us know you are saying farewell. I pray that this is for a season in your life, and that we hear from you again, if you feel led to say hi.

Believing for your miracle.

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   Posted 10/27/2014 8:28 PM (GMT -6)   
Breaks my heart to see how these bacteria can make us feel defeated. I understand when you say that you are tired, and the money part, very devastating. This is like a maze where you feel trapped and when you think you have found the exit, there is a hard wall standing.
I could not have said it better than berean.
He is our healer and if we believe Him, we will see greater things.
Please, at least keep working on detoxing if you are...don't give that up.
God bless you. You have been a courageous person for standing up to these bacteria. We will be praying for you, that if you ever come back, it is to tell us that you are healed.
Jan. or Feb. 2013- found tick R. ankle
March- pain neck, back
June- feeling tired, exhausted, stabbing pain on right occipital
Aug.-Oct.- stomach discomfort, sore neck, painful throat in am, tongue, gum hurt, pain in eyes, random headaches, swollen eyelids, left plantar discomfort-two weeks. Never had pain b4 tick
Jan. 2014- got sick. learned about lyme. Saw LLMD-3/2014
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Post Edited (Elmesanoya) : 10/27/2014 8:38:33 PM (GMT-6)

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   Posted 10/27/2014 9:12 PM (GMT -6)   
Such a sad post. I am praying for you and hope that you can regain your faith. I am very frustrated as well and often feel the same way. Hang in there and be well. Jesus is there for you...we have to believe that. I need to be remembered sometimes too.

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   Posted 10/27/2014 9:31 PM (GMT -6)   
So sad to see you're feeling this way, but totally understand. Maybe taking a break and all these prayers will be your miracle!

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   Posted 10/28/2014 3:18 AM (GMT -6)   
Im at my breaking point as well, 10+ years. But I just try to get thru the bad days and keep hoping for break thru. I prY God will heal you and im happy your husband has stood by you in this horrible experience. Please consider staying involved here, never know when yih may find an idea that helps.
Started anaplasma and mycoplasma treatment 03/2014. Tens years sick. Hoping to see consistent improvement this year.

IGENEX results 2013
IgM Negative **31 - IND **34 - IND **41 - IND **83-93 - +
IgG Negative **41 - +

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   Posted 10/28/2014 3:41 AM (GMT -6)   
What treatments have you tried?

Soaring Free
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   Posted 10/28/2014 7:12 AM (GMT -6)   
One question, and I apologize in advance if this is intrusive.
I feel the need to ask if you were tested for the MTHFR gene mutations?

If you haven't, it could be very possible that if you DO have one, the other, or both.... you would not heal as your body would NOT be ABLE to detox in the right ways/amounts that would support healing.

I PRAY, that if you haven't been tested for this, that you would be able to consider doing what is needed to get it.

I again apologize if you have tried this, or are just too spent to even think about anything more.

My intention is only to try and help another if possible. We need one another, and I will keep you in my prayers.

He has you in His Heart, forever.

Lovemychildren Mom
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   Posted 10/28/2014 11:46 AM (GMT -6)   
Prayers and more Prayers....it's all so heartbreaking, try to find some peace....

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   Posted 2/8/2018 10:39 PM (GMT -6)   
Anyone have an update on this poster?

The Dude Abides
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   Posted 2/8/2018 10:48 PM (GMT -6)   
If you click their name, you'll see:

Last Seen: 11/15/2014 12:35 PM

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   Posted 2/9/2018 12:37 AM (GMT -6)   
Bet u she didnt try everything ...hope she got her miracle. ...im 80% mr dudesabides focus on the success stories ...part of it is the peter pan thing you can only if you believe ,so hold hope

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   Posted 2/10/2018 1:34 PM (GMT -6)   
Very sad. Hopefully something worked out for her. I've been struggling with this for several years, and I totally understand where she's coming from.

Lyme disease is a very real "disease". The fact that the medical community makes it out to be some mild illness that is easily treatable is truly sickening. I hope they nail the CDC with this pending lawsuit and those doctors get jail time. That's the least of what they deserve.
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