You are far from useless - you are loving your son and your fiance. That means the world. These other things are just "things" and they will come back as you heal. Right now your body is a mess and your mind has taken a bit of a vacation is all!
You know I got the point where I couldn't follow simple instructions (boy cooking was a challenge!!), hubby had to tell me what needed to be done daily and I couldn't follow patterns either - my daughter was standing beside me putting together shish-ka-bobs and I couldn't put any of them together. That was my lowest point and I was really, really scared at that point. I just melted down to the floor and cried and cried. But I have come back from that and you will come back from this!
Stick to your treatments and - of course - your detoxing. Use notebooks (they are harder to completely loose than random notes) or write things on a calendar until you get your mind back again.
You are VERY right - this too shall pass!! Just go laugh and have fun with your son. You'll get through this.
Herb only treatment for Lyme & Bart ended 12/11 - no active symptoms for 2 yrs -Herb only treatment for Babesia ended 12/12www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=30&m=2977364
Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
Back in treatment for new Lyme case 8/2014
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