so-- I have this great opportunity to go to Hansa. And I really want to go.
The thing is, since having lyme and all the neuro issues I am terrified of flying on the airplane!!
I haven't been on an airplane in a few years, and even before lyme for the last few years I kind of never wanted to go on an airplane again- literally.
Prior to that I went on many airplanes and was fine. I was like a different person back then.
So this is my # 1 challenge regarding going. I feel so grateful to be able to actually go to Hansa and being there itself, I really want that.
But over the last year with my neuro lyme issues I have been mostly home- not even venturing out much to the next town over.
I am scared of the mean security, and of the claustrophobia! OMG. And just being stuck in the small airplane having to deal with whatever happens- turbulence, etcetera. ugh. Mostly it is the claustrophobia part that scares me the most.
So I am not sure what to do-- I keep thinking of going to hansa and getting back home and the possibility of it helping me- and I want that SO much. So I don't want to miss this opportunity.
But I am so scared of going on the plane given my fragile mental and physical condition right now.
Can anyone help?!
Post Edited (Katebirch) : 12/28/2014 7:15:24 PM (GMT-7)