Welcome to the community, Sarahesowers! I am so sorry you are feeling so bad!
Having a positive band on a lyme test plus symptoms - is indicative of Lyme disease.
If you wanted to do the Igenex Western Blot - it would cost $210 plus the Fedex fee. You don't need a LLMD to sign for it - any Dr. can sign the lab req.
While we don't like to see people "self-treating" - sometimes people do resort to that...and there are herbal healing treatments available.
When you have a moment, please take a look at the "New to Lyme?...Start Here!" thread at the top of the page...full of great information - symptom lists, detox ideas, etc.
I will put a link here to one of the herbal remedies (Buhner) - that many on here are using - either in combination with antibiotics, or just by itself.buhnerhealinglyme.com/
If you were to choose Buhner's Lyme protocol, you could start off with a couple - like the Japanese Knotweed and Cat's Claw...and add more herbs in later.
If you want to check the prices for these herbs:
Capsules from Green Dragon Botanicalsgreendragonbotanicals.com/
Tinctures from Woodland Essence:woodlandessence.com/
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Symptoms started April/13; Buhner's protocol May 15/14 to July24/14
Igenex pos. July 3/14 Doxy: July 4-Aug.24/14;Zithro July26-Aug24/14
Amox 1000mg x3 + Probencid Aug. 29/14; added biaxin 500X2 Sept. 26/14
Disc. amox and added Ceftin Nov. 20th. Jan/15 pulsing Tindamax ; disc biaxin
Buhners bart herbs added Dec/14; ABX/Buhner herb break Apr/2015