First of all, I apologize for not seeing your post yesterday, secondly, I'm so sorry for what you are going through.
I would say that it's time to re-evaluate for you. What have you been doing? What can you add in? Because whatever it is that you are doing now, clearly isn't working.
I would start by saying that you aren't detoxing well enough - do you know if you have the MTHFR type gene mutations that prevent the body from detoxing well?
What have you been doing for some treatments? Anything?
If you can explain these things, we can start offering you suggestions that you can consider and figure out what will work best in your situation.
I used to have seizures and these episodes of extreme shaking that I could not control - I was fully conscience, but couldn't stop or control the shaking in any way - it would get so violent that it would shake me right out of a chair, recliner, couch, and even an exam table in front of 2 different doctors. I believe that is related to herxing or stress - or at least for me it was.
The same thing with the memory. I had lost all working memory when I had a very high load of toxins. I literally couldn't remember something for more than 5 minutes, and if pushed, I couldn't even come up with my own name. But I have recovered from that.
As soon as you are up to it, list what you are currently doing for detoxing and treatments (if anything) and let us help you. Just be sure to start off with each and every new thing very slowly an never add in more than one new thing a week. We can try to help keep you functional so you can continue to work, so start all new things on a Saturday or even Friday night, so you have the weekend to recover if needed.
Herb only treatment for Lyme & Bart ended 12/11 - no active symptoms for 2 yrs -Herb only treatment for Babesia ended 12/12www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=30&m=2977364
Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
New Lyme case 8/2014 - Healed 1/31/15
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